i chain-smoked
your wrists
& didn't hack
i put your
eyeballs out
on my palms
& didn't
blister
i swung
from a
noose
of your
thick hair
& my neck
stayed intact
i wore
a bag of
your skin
around my
whole head
& i didn't
turn blue
i dropped
shots of
your bile
into pint
glasses
of your blood
& didn't get
the spins